nerves2

flutter flutter flutter go the wings on my mind. and ive lost my mind, deep down inside im afraid of the time when ill have to face up to what ive feared and realize the world is worth much more than my ignorant tears. ive got new eyes and jealous smiles and im seeing everything for the very first time. ive got long walks and sincere talks. pink in my cheeks and fog when i speak.

its hard to explain
but heres what ive got
voids. fog. and close to naught.
my chest was full like birthday balloons
which gave my lungs no breathing room
at first i was fine and then i was not
cause the butterfly advances like a gunshot
that now and then i seem to enjoy
cause it brings back reality to my everyday ploy.